My ideals are always in conflict with the practicalities of real life. .. I wanted to be vegetarian. ..but meat is convenient to cook and eat and its very filling. I stopped drinking alcohol but I was missing out on good times with friends and that amazing taste of a nice cold beer. I stopped going to church cause of conflicts in belief, but I realized i liked and missed the gospel music and that feel good factor u get in a service. So my mind, my values, my ideals point in one direction...but life points me in another. So as soon as I try do something, it never lasts long.
It is as if my mind tells me who I should be...but life shows me who I am. I personally dont think that atomicity is feasible I dont think this all-or-nothing mentality is practical at all...its just an ideal.
T4aM
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